`Dear Suhan,`

You mean more to me than I can express sometimes and I hate that I can't always let you know (but I'm trying). I say I love you and I mean 'you changed me' I mean 'nowhere is safer' and I mean 'I see you completely and you see me' and I mean 'I want to give you everything'. I love you Thanks for loving me and letting me love you and seeing me at my most difficult

i miss you already

-E